Wednesday, February 21, 2007
ANNI HAS MOVED
and I offically proclaim this blog DEAD.
I'll miss you trusty blog )':
A Beautiful Disaster at Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Friday, February 16, 2007
i just got back from vivo. we(sam+i) just got joshua+jonah matching ties! desiree happily gave a random person's email address and told me it was jonah's new one, then i added that and it was some random person. IT WAS EMBARRESSING thankyouverymuch. therefore moral of story, never listen to desiree. ok i'm sad. i can't take this anymore. OH BUT TODAY WAS RATHER FUN. (: i'll post pictures later. (AND there's exclusive picture of SAM, yes really, and me emo-ing!)
A Beautiful Disaster at Friday, February 16, 2007
Saturday, February 10, 2007
ANNI IS HAPPY! being sick makes anni HAPPY whoohooo. a bunch of aunties just left. and they brought me FRUITS AND FLOWERS! awwwww. well i'm not dying or anything, but still, i LIKE THE ATTENTION. hurhur. i didn't go to school since wednesday. OHHCRAP i missed PHYZIKS QUIZ. hahahahah. ANDAND, sam+et+josh+ben came over last night IT WAS SO COOL. the bunch of idiots brought me ICECREAM. HELLO I'M SICK PLEASE. but still its the thought that counts. i ended up watching them eat the ice cream while i had PORRIDGE. eeeeeeew. either way, its the thought that counts. ohh now i have a SQUISHY BANANA! courtesy of friends. i love stuffed toys! oh and i had the lamest conversation with kyung tae. i shall tell more about it later, we cannot risk having people know about it already. OHGOSH THIS IS SUCH A RANDOM/DUMB POST, but evs. GO FALLOUTBOYCONCERT xoxo !!!!!
A Beautiful Disaster at Saturday, February 10, 2007
Monday, February 05, 2007
this is twelve minutes late, i know. But still
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONAH!
I HEART YOU MANY MANY.
(and i'll bake you cakes, cupcakes, cookies, muffins, brownies, ANYTHING YOU WANT! <3 )
A Beautiful Disaster at Monday, February 05, 2007
Saturday, February 03, 2007
A QUIZ YAY!
1. Single, taken or crushing ?- for you to find out, and for me to let you find out.
2. Are you happy with your life now ?- maybe?
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast ?- depends. actually, i have no clue
4. Have you ever had your heart broken?- yeah.
5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?-never thought of it, but no
6. Would you take someone back if he cheats on you ?- again, no.
7. Have you talked about marriage with another before ?- Yes. (once upon a time i wanted to marry hannah ng+channing tatum+ORLANDO BLOOM+bill gates and john abraham, but now i want to marry wen ying+channing tatum+ORLANDO BLOOM+PETE WENTZ, and more than a dozen other people)
8. Do you want children ?- Yes.
9. How many ?- 2. peyton kingston wentz and esmeralda anastasia bloom (:
10. Would you consider adoption ?- i suppose.
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings ?- i'm not sure. just TELL ME?
12. Do you enjoy getting in relationship ?- yeah if the feeling's there.
13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did ?- never had one -smiles
14. Do you believe in love at first sight ?- nope.
15. Are you romantic ?- i am a hopeless romantic dude (haha, LOOKY LOOKY, FARAH)
16. Do you believe you can change someone ?- yeah.
17. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be ?- depends, orlando and i haven't discussed it yet.
18. Have you ever broken a heart?- yes, but never because of a boyfriend thing(maybe thats because i've never had one)
19. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you're deeply in love with, what would you do?- don't know
20. Are you missing somebody now?- yes, quite a lot. (and its amazing how someone halfway across the world can make you feel so much better. thank you,)
A Beautiful Disaster at Saturday, February 03, 2007
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
I was supposed to be happy, but now i'm emoing with Nick Lachey's lame song.it scares me that it describes exactly how i feel. i hate you. i really do. and maybe if i keep saying it, one day i'll even believe it.
An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.
And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.
Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?
Your not the person that you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting go of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
i need to talk to you. but my life is so pathetic, i can't find the time. and its killing me. i must be the loserestest person ever to exist. gosh.
<3 you're my new emokid
(because i've finally replaced ______)
A Beautiful Disaster at Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Ed left yesterday, we went to drop him off. Never thought i would, but now i feel empty inside. I near cried at the airport(i cried later, shut up.) Its so sad. we were friends for so long. Everyone i seem to like eventually leaves. i'm cursed anyway, pictures later. oh yes and ed, if/when you see this, i love you so much. You are the koolest(kat) friend ever.
I know we'll be more than just a memory <3
had om today. i felt like shit i swear, all in all it wasn't too bad. saw a few people that i haven't seen in a long time. and sam came over. caught up on a lot. missed you a lot.
♥ together we're just so complete.
A Beautiful Disaster at Saturday, January 27, 2007