Saturday, April 22, 2006
so i had a bangla exam today and french yesterday.imma fail BOTH.first time failing something...how utterly painful.i regret not studying.now haveta pay the price.but i promise.next time ill try harder.i mean it.really.feel like dying.the day was bad enough.except saw some old frens.missed them like hell.<33>
A Beautiful Disaster at Saturday, April 22, 2006
Thursday, April 20, 2006
went to support netball b div today. we lost.but oh well. it was an experience then it started to rain.got wet cuz i didnt hav umbrella so shared with farah.miin shared with her fren.hamizah shared with farahs fren. then me miza miin took mrt. were drenched..made the seats wet.well abit wet only.ate at mcd with miin. discussed intellectual stuff.whether whore is pronounced hore or wore. lol.then came home with her.talked to our fren on the phone.THENN=tomoro gonna start sewing..then gort french controle.gah.this sucks.life sucks. WE ARE ALL GONNA DIE.
A Beautiful Disaster at Thursday, April 20, 2006
Monday, April 17, 2006
hie dearest blog darling..so today was dam uneventful, except the fact that today i did a practice of fridays mini controlled "de francaise" test...dam difficult la got the oral thing also..afraid imma fail ok..any way i shall rite everything that happened in point form:
WHAT HAPPENED TODAY
-bangladesh lost to aussie..in cricket..curse them..i swear aussie was bloody losing badly..it was the 5th day of games..bullshit ok
-hannah gave me postcards.so sweet.but then she spent the rest of the day saying she hated me..mean sia she..but w/e..who cares..she didnt really mean it though did she?cuz i dun see what i did to hurt her.
-had french..ashima didnt come lah..but came home with iniya..catched up on stuff after a long time.then ate like a pig..
-wrote 4 letters for ppl in math..thats a personal record la.never wrote so many letters in an hour.
-writing to keshia the best-est senior ever.
-miss my old frens
-am reflecting on stuff...for the first time..n realising how much my life sucks...anyway..i shall..well stay here..alone..and think.
-something dying inside of me.
A Beautiful Disaster at Monday, April 17, 2006
Saturday, April 15, 2006
YAY! i like the new and improved blog layout.. i just cant seem to put the song in lehh..so sad ok! well the new theme is HATRED! WEEEEEEE ahahha..i dunno i am going delusional..i duno lah..today i met a few of my frens lah n they noticed too i am like going crazier than normal.and if you knoe me, i can be like uber CRAZEE!lol..n then just now..i was eating lollipo(O)p then i like started laughing like mad..and attracted a queer stare from my daddy.anyway.this post is like totally random.i like am uber bored!! but i have like a huge pile of homework but dun feel like doing le anyway.so i got a song stuck in my head...it was pumped into my head by rafiyat...stupid lah she..now i keep playing the song..its driving me mad..but i keep wanting to hear it..anyway...TAG MY BLOG...its so dead..no fair okkk need to put in a song...need to...urgent..anyway!! i shall leave u miserable pepul to read this useless entry.BYE!
PS.Flowers For Algernon is dam sad.I LOVE IT.I WANT THE BOOK.(hint hint)
A Beautiful Disaster at Saturday, April 15, 2006
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Ok..so my blog is like worse than dead..so i tell you about sports fest..basically it was DAMN FUN..so me n hamizah n hanis n boon yi(except she wasnt actually screaming like the other extras aka us) were like screaming like our hearts out then hanis's voice BROKE..like really BROKE then no sound come out one!! oh yah she had danced mass dance in shorts..she sat on chewing gum so cannot wear cullotes..anyway..then cheer cheer till hanis have to leave with broken voice..then got bored lah so got siti to scream with us. then went to get milo..the ama so kiasu lah she..go drink 3 cups then sum more from me..then even MORE...shes so dam weird its cute..i think shes very cute lah.and im not calling her ugly la.shes cute n adorable.anyway..then went to the richard place cheer for richard dunno why. THEN i went BACK to hadley and SAW DEREK. dam surprised to see him..like havent seen him for so long!! nyway then talked lah..then went
dilly-dally-ing with hannah(idiot..i swear she was trying to get me lost..i just know it! but she is very nice all the same..i didnt just say that!)..then went on the way back went with miza,mansi,n gang,miin,vidya,they all.. we went macdonalds then eat there lo then they going to leave but miin n i bought FOOD so they stayed and stole our food then go home lorh..oh on the way ashima SLAPPED derek. like seriously slapped then gort SOUND..i kinda freaked out ok..but still derek didnt make a scene. GO DEREK! u rock man..anyway..then went got off the mrt..walked with mansi n miin then me n miin kissed mansi..dunno why and mansi was awfully disgusted..anyway..then today was ORA..met a lot of people yay! wait..i gtg i fill u on that LATER...oh im planning on changing my blog skin..i should ritte?
A Beautiful Disaster at Saturday, April 08, 2006
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Its one of the times in my life that i feel lost.well for once..i mean it. i am lost.i feel alone.i need help..but i dont know where to go for it.
A Beautiful Disaster at Thursday, April 06, 2006