Sunday, July 30, 2006

POC2 is <3. seriously. i watched it for the second time today. well i watched it with my brother today. ahah i officially love it. Orlando bloom has the sexiest back ever. and everything about him is perfect. i hereby proclaim that now, i am more madly in love with him then ever. johnny depp is cool too. BUT ALL HAIL ORLANDO BLOOM. i betcha theres a cult of his lovers out there just like me. amen. god bless you all. LONG LIVE MY LOVE. oh yet again anni alliterates perfectly.

A Beautiful Disaster at Sunday, July 30, 2006

Monday, July 24, 2006


Eating disorders are solely a problem with food.
Wrong. With all eating disorders, weight is the focus of life. By focusing on food, weight and calories, a person is able to block out or numb painful feelings and emotions. Some use food as a way to comfort themselves. Eating disorders are NOT a problem with food. They are in fact only a symptom of underlying problems.

You cannot die from bulimia.
Wrong. Bulimics are at a high risk for dying, especially ifthey are purging, using laxatives and doingexcessive exercise. Many bulimics have diedfrom cardiac arrest which is usually caused bylow potassium or an electrolyte imbalance.Others have died from a ruptured esophagus.



Now i'm scared. What if i really am bulimic? AHHHHHHH BUT no. i am NOT. NOT NOT NOT, i am perfectly happy so there. No one can call me bulimic anymore. (=

On a lighter note, its mother tongue now. and i am bored, Japna and ANkita have decided to go one a ponning spree leaving me here alone at school. honestly, i should have stayed on mc and not come HRMPH traitors, both of them!! Anyway, i shall stop here now, i am now going to make myself useful and sleep. (=

P.S.
People cannot have more than one eating disorder.
Many people have more than one eating disorder. It is very common for someone to suffer with more than one eating disorder.That just proves that the eating behaviors are only the symptoms, not the problem

Oh my goodness. Someone, please tell me i am still alive.

A Beautiful Disaster at Monday, July 24, 2006

Sunday, July 23, 2006

So, today was a rather weird day. I went out with et today. We watched nacho libre or however you spell it . it was funny, somewhat lame actually then we ate one and a half of lunch. well first we had lunch at marche[i treated!!! ahha that was b4 the movie.]. then we had ice cream haagen daz(= [et treated] then we went to the library, slacked, bought SHOES! ahah it was absurd, then we bought extra cheap shirts. it was so hilarious neither of us have the experience of going to a sale sale kinda thing. all the aunties were like hurriedly looking through the stuff and we were messing around and everyone of the aunties seemed annoyed at us. but whatever haha but we couldnt find anything nice there. so we ended up buying cheap fila stuff cuz they were on 'sale' ahah. it was an experience. and i was supposed to be sick lol. i am feeling better so i shall go to school tomorrow. i am actually on MC tomorrow too. but nehhmind. then we messed about some more. then we had dinner at SAKAE SUSHI! and after doing nothing (time flew like very fast although we werent actually doing anything) then my daddy came to pick me up and et's mummy came to pick her up. then my daddy was like lets go eat dinner, cuz my cuzzie and uncle were here. so we did. so i had ANOTHER dinner! at pizza hut (= so cool no? i swear i must have gained at least another 5kgs. then he bought my bro prezzies. cuz its his birthday on the 26th. and so is rafiyat's so heres a shout out to her HAPPY ALMOST BIRTHDAY GURLFRIEND! MAKE A WISH! (= back to the point my brothers presents cost over $200 i am jealous. i shall continue tomorrow when i am not so overwhelmed by jealousy anymore. by the way, my brother is only turning 6years old. yes you can gasp now.

A Beautiful Disaster at Sunday, July 23, 2006

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

ok so i have been blogging with rather long intervals. but nehhmind. oh i am such a money waster. )= its ok. i will just get more money. but i have no business blogging so i shall go finish my homework now.

A Beautiful Disaster at Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Friday, July 14, 2006

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maybe this is a bit late to be blogging about this.
BUT, yesterday, after elds, i went to the bus stop to take the bus home. HOWEVER my father claimed that he would pick me up. But no, after waiting practically 45minutes, he informs me that he lost the car, he parked it somewhere but forgot where. So i end up taking the bus to Bishan, where i finally meet my dad then we go have dinner then we go home, where i see my mother's good friend, the doctor(i shan't mention her name). But for some reason, i had this puking feeling in my throat, so i went to the toilet and like barfed. and since i just came from dinner and stuff, the doctor thought i was BULIMIC!!! like WHAT THE. i am not ok. Just ask et, or sam, or anyone for that matter(oh you can ask hanis. she has seen the extent to which i can eat =p ) anyway. so that was that, then she was staying over or something, i can't be bothered i went to sleep, but i woke up three times, to like see if i remembered the stuff i had to bring to school. and seeing me wake up so many times, she thought i had SLEEPING DISORDERS. )= and she concluded that i was depressed, which is not true ok. it is true that i cannot sleep in a stretch of time, but i am NOT depressed.and my father mocked me the whole day, well in the morning and now he is mocking me. but my mother took her friend seriously. SO WHACK. anyway, BYE PEPUL!

A Beautiful Disaster at Friday, July 14, 2006

Saturday, July 08, 2006

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its gone. ripped, snipped of my head. homeless. abandoned in the floors of the hairdresser's. i heard it fall violently to the floor. the pain. the torture. its not worth it. for now. IT'S GONE.

i tell you it was DAM sad ok. so this morning, i saw this girl with uber cool hair. and than lamented about my ugly hair. so i decided to cut it. then i cut it. and it turned out horrible-er. i can't bear the pain. i am going into social exile. forever. good bye.

A Beautiful Disaster at Saturday, July 08, 2006

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

OH GO OH GOD i feel totally CLEVER!! we had bio test today, and i didn't study. and i managed to answer everything like WOAH!! but i didnt have time to finish the last question. FREAK. but it's ok. i think. NEHMIND. moving on. today, was kinda weird. i found out that we haveta change our seats again. BOO!!! i am so gonna miss my tablemate-people. i know they wont miss me. i am far too annoying. but it's ok. haha. but serious. liqi totally is a rocking person. i dun wanna sit any where away from her. she is very clever and nice and helpful. i will miss hannah too. though she might not believe me. but i mean it. she is a nice person. (= go girls!!! oh god no. i sound...whack. its ok its ok. by the way me and miin went out today. HAH. we were supposed to meet these ACSI tracker dudes. i shan't say anything about that. we kinda like roamed around then, she treated me to lunch! haha nice person. then stuff. we went on the bus. and took random pictures of us, stuff around us etc. OH and there was this darn fascinating guy in front of us. he was like sleeping, it was so amusing ahah his head movements were like HAHA. ok nevermind i am being mean it yes it was interesting. oh i just realised i haveta complete WGP and do my HW. die. DIE. die. DIE I have come up with a resolution. i shall detach myself from the whole of LD. stone during cca. be a total loner. maybe it will save me from humiliation. and taunts. for god's sake. leave me alone. i do not madly crush ANYONE. no one. nothing. nada.zilch. so get off my back you buncha bozo heads.(if hanis were here, she would prolly say "hobo"...ok random.) i shall leave you here. have a nice life.

A Beautiful Disaster at Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Monday, July 03, 2006

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finally, aftermath has come to an end. it was indeed an experience. my first ld production. throughout this, i've found many new friendships, more bonds. All these memories, i hope they never fade. and if you know me, you would know that i seldom go so extra-ly mushy. But honestly. i'll treasure these memories forever. though it was kinda stressful for everyone, it was VERY rewarding. for life. oh it also marks the end of this journey, and a beginning of something totally new. The end.

So the closing totally ROCKED(minus the part about the grafitti and flats which btw we handled pretty well i think) it totally gave me a feeling of euphoria that was completely different, almost surreal. I hope the audience enjoyed it. Aftermath, i feel that has come to a perfect conclusion. I will miss it. Now, i guess the sec 4s are leaving. i will miss them. a lot. ok let me say something stupid before i sign off. oh never mind i will just make a fool out of myself.

And, i learnt a lot these few months. Thank you for making me a part of aftermath. you truly changed my life(in a positive way ok). have a wonderful life! <33

A Beautiful Disaster at Monday, July 03, 2006