Thursday, August 31, 2006

A Beautiful Disaster at Thursday, August 31, 2006

Monday, August 28, 2006

You Are Choc. olate Ice Cream

Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty.

I JUST HAD TO ADD THAT. ((((=

You are a Drama Queen!

Congratulations, you should win the Oscar for performance of the year!You're the type of girl who everyone knows - and loves or hatesYou always speak your mind, going for a some shock value if necessaryDramatic, yes - but it also almost always gets you what you want

Hey don't blame me. Its amusing.

You Should Wear Black Lipstick

Confident, dramatic, and unexpected. Your look: Gothic beauty Your signature lip gloss flavor: Ginger

Your Vibe is Super Sexy

You feel 100% sexy at almost any momentAnd this inner sexiness really does boost your appealYou're confident, playful, and outgoingYou know what you have to offer - and you're proud of it!

HAH i wish

Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmateYou know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guysYou enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualitiesMen are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

so that was gross. i shouldn't have done that
ANYWAY, bye now.

A Beautiful Disaster at Monday, August 28, 2006

You Are 52% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

HAHAH SO FUN!!

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

THAT IS SO NOT TRUE.

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

You're Totally Sarcastic

You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny.Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it.And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad.

Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic

You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!

Thats funny.

Your Career Personality: Capable, Friendly, and Energetic

Your Ideal Careers: ActorAdvertising ExecutiveArtistCounselorEntrepreneurMusicianPoliticianPsychologistTeacherTelevision Reporter

Ok. i have to study Math and do Lit. HAHAHA thats was fun though i'm sorry. I was bored. But i had things to do. but i was procrastinating. )= yes i AM a luzzer. Beyonce's song DeJa Vu is pissing me.

A Beautiful Disaster at Monday, August 28, 2006

Friday, August 25, 2006

This is actually 5C. The presentation of compo plot. It was a lot of fun. a pity we don't do this anymore.















National Day 5C. Aww we were so happy.

Graduation Reception, Part of 6C.

Because i suddenly miss 6C a lot. really. A lot. I want to be with you guys again. )=

(Actually, 5C and 6C were the same people. ) They rock my world. still.
AND I AM GOING BACK TO U.P.S. ON TEACHERS DAY! <3

A Beautiful Disaster at Friday, August 25, 2006

I totally don't know what this is supposed to mean. I was writing random rubbish. and it ended up as this. So yes. and I do know it sucks. You don't have to tell me that.

Alice died the other day. The delicate white flower with her beautiful, bright smile. The dark clouds eclipsed her Sun. I wonder how it felt, the graceful leap from the heavens, from the tall, towering building, from the eleventh storey, falling through time and space. Down to the hard, cold concrete.

Now, I am alone.Mama has given up on me. I heard her as she spoke in hushed tones to Papa. I used to be such a lovely girl, so obedient, so kind, so understanding. I was her darling daughter, the student with the outstanding report card, who had the teachers twisted round her little finger and adoring classmates and schoolmates simply waiting to fall at my feet and to become my very good friend. What had become of me, she asked. What had they done to deserve this, what had I done to deserve this, she asked, over and over and over again. I listened as she began to weep. Weep for me, Mother. Weep for the good little girl whom you no longer understand.

You are all I have left. My diary, a lifeless, emotionless fan of yellowed pages. Once alive, perhaps, when you stood tall and towering, a magnificent tree with your branches outstretched, reaching for the clear, blue sky. But then they killed you, and now you lie, processed, printed, bound and dead, before me. Your death has brought me comfort in lined paper and black ink. You are the only one who knows of this secret, this secret that no one else must know. The secret Rainbows in clear plastic.

I cannot tell anyone else of these secrets. My fairytale world is mine and mine alone. Mama and Papa must not know, lest they drag me, kicking, screaming and crying, to have my dreams and fantasies torn and stripped from me, in some godforsaken, dream-forsaken rehabilitation center.

They would cry, wouldn't they? If they found out, they would sob and weep and clutch at me, at the silhouette of their once-perfect daughter, now broken, with too many lost pieces to ever be able to fix back.

No one else shall know of my Wonderland. No one at all.

I shall escape into the rabbit hole, and never leave the dark, comforting warmth. I shall live in a world of princesses and knights, of dragons and unicorns, of kings and queens in scarlet regal robes. Of smiles brighter than the Sun.

The clear plastic blatantly exhibits the bright colours of the rainbows within its encasing. Oval shaped splashes of colour, tickets to fairytale land and beyond. Invitations to their name; to absolute Ecstasy. The glass of water is beside me. I empty the pills into the hollow of my hand. I am Eve, with the apple of temptation cupped in my palm.

Goodbye, diary. Tonight's my last fling.

************************************************************************************

A Beautiful Disaster at Friday, August 25, 2006

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Ok so this is by mansi. it's quite old. but i was deleting old pics when i came across this. and i miss mansi. oh no i didn't say that.
Yes. more neos. ahh i have been going neoprinting at an alarming rate. GOSH.
OOH and haha ok it is so GIRLY, it astounds me. i can't believe i listened to miin. but it's worth it i guess.

Is it just me. or do i look like a primary 3 student? BUT HEY I LIKE THIS PICTURE OK! I THINK IT IS THE BEST OF ALL!

YES WHOOP!

A Beautiful Disaster at Wednesday, August 23, 2006

And today was a fairly normal day, with a forboding start. well, in the morning there was the sl thing mess. So me and hanis and liqi had to go to the prefect's room to see xin er. and the announcement rubbish. IT WAS TERRIBLE. In the end, i saw Big Joey and asked her for help, and she was very helpful(YAY JOEY!) then we went to see Ms Ong. and she was in a fairly good mood today(YAY!) she didn't tell us off very badly. Oh and we got to class almost late. But we weren't late yet. We had the assembly thing in front of the General office/staffroom. But i guess it wasn't that bad. then I had to run to the general office and back down to class and then back up to the 4th floor for RS. And we were almost booked(cuz the teacher claimed we were 50minutes late counting all the lessons we were a bit late for) My classmates claimed that she was pms-ing again. But RS isn't all that bad. Me and chern hwee are going to learn to sleep with our eyes open. And chern hwee wrote a note to pass, from me to valerie to audrey and audrey replied and it was darn funny, but i shan't mention what it was here (sorry lah i know i am a fun-spoiler). The recess, SL project! it wasn't that bad. It was quite good actually. I am proud of 108. BUT i had to practically sacrifice my recess, for running to the GO for admin stuff, then publicising for the project selling. OH by the way, BUY OUR SL THINGS PLEASE. yes.and anyway. then during chem, i paid attention and answered questions I AM PROUD OF ME! com studs, i attempted to make an lj, but failed pathetically. I didn't know what username to put.(no you don't think I am a luzzer) did the portfolio thing. and looked for pictures of ferraris and dancers and rain/thunder/clouds/emoness/goth/blood and etc. and then math was slack. AGAIN. I almost got into trouble (thank you very much hannah.) And Bai was so pissed with me and hannah bickering she moved to sit elsewhere,(she ended up sitting next to deanna) IT WAS SO HEARTBREAKING. I refused to take hannah's chocolate and she stole my phone. it was so PAINFUL. and then the stupid thing vibrated. i felt like killing myself.AHH and i turned it off too. I BLAME YOU. anyway. i still understood math. but i have a feeling i will do very badly for math this SA. DIE LAH.

then mother tongue was spent degrading Priyanka Chopra(who is an actress by the way). She is like so EW. i mean i agree she is pretty. But after japna's shoe story, on how during a shoot, she was sitting there screaming for starbucks coffee- here, i digress, i went to starbucks with miin yesterday and had coffee for $7.20, expensive as it may be, it was good - and ordering people to fall to their knees to put on her shoes for her. as if she can't put on her OWN shoes. stupid woman(ok so i am over reacting) anyway, then she has the guts to tell the newspapers//interview people that she treats everyone with the respect she wants to be treated with. So people should treat her like DIRT. so the point of that paragraph= DOWN WITH PRIYANKA CHOPRA.

Yes and then after school i had unch with karen and samantha(her friend) and then talked to my batchmates blabla then went for LIT PT and i was wayy late but we still managed to rehearse twice but my role is like way minor i am kate in the miracle worker. ok so not that minor, but in that scene, i am like minor which is saddening only if i had turned up earlier AHHHH but it's ok i am fine with kate. anyway then after that, i went to the canteen with charlotte then went back to blockJ to see the 109 people. and there was eenette, lin wen and eunice there and i find them very nice people. and vidya was fuming cuz she couldn't find her bag. but in the end she realised it was actually under her table. oh and eenette was dam funny she was like cursing a certain group of people whom i will not mention and refused to speak this certain person's name as she watched them train. then we practically begged vidya to teach us what she does best(basketball DUH) then we played for a while( oh breakthrough, i can shoot like you are supposed to) then went to the bus so like i realised that she is actually very nice and wayy fun! so is tisha, i shall explain later. BUT YES. 109ers are funky! ok so my hands are tired. stopping here

Yes. so next, here are some KAWAII neoprintz with Miin. Where we look uber CUTE-sy. Which is like WAYY TOTALLY HOTZ.

A Beautiful Disaster at Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Monday, August 21, 2006

Ok. today, i went to SCHOOL! joy. Ok. so it was nothing unusual. The same old bla bla. Except this morning, we talked about the weirdest things. I SMSED BRANDON! well that was during recess actually and then told ama annd hanis and liqi the whole story about brandon and the guy with the wig. it was HILARIOUS. and ama practically screamed while laughing. Oh and i went to the sec3 class place to give the letter( HAH i guessed who it was from right). Actually i never liked going to any seniors class, cuz it is kinda scary. Don't ask why it just is that way. But i didn't really go IN. so its fine i guess. AHH BRANDON JUST REPLIED AGAIN!i <3 MELLY! (cuz she wrote me a letter, seniors don't generally write me letters.) and yes i love MIIN and SAM and ET and KESHIA and HANIS and LIQI and all the other people cuz they write me letters too! YAY! it makes me feel LETTER-ATED! WHEEEEE. BRUCE BAI(tIAN yUAN) is darnn funny. and she loves shrek. we spent math quoting shrek and being weird. And Hanis was fun too. But Mrs Pey didn't appreciate it, she was in a foul mood today. It was sad. BUT AHAH. we made the funniest faces. and it was memorable. YAY MATH! i don't like math that much though. anyway besides, i got stabbed by AMA but since i have nothing better to do although I am so busy and everything, i decided to be a nice friend and do the quizzy thing although i did it before. so HERE.

Name 11 people who you can think of right now in your head. The tag at least 5 people to do this:
1) Sam
2) E.T
3) Hanis
4) Japna
5) Bruce Bai(Tian Yuan)
6)Amalina
7)Hannah
8) Joshua
9) Joseph
10) Liqi
11) Wei Ying


1) How did you meet 10?
Liqi. Well in school, she was my NICE NICE tablemate till a few days ago, when we were PAINFULLY seperated.

2) what would you do if you never met 2?
E.T. Die. Yes. Thats what i would do. She keeps me from going insane but you would argue i AM insane, however i have been more insane before and yes. She is always there for me. Without her, i would be dead ( WHY do i hear sniggering? OH SHUT UP)

3) What would you do if 9 and 11 dated?
Joseph and Wei Ying. Ahem. I would kill Joseph for betraying me cuz although he barely knows i exist, he should know i desperately <3him.

4) Do you like 7?
Hannah. Yes! except when she isn't angry at me or being PMSing queen(which is half her life) she is a very nice person, really. <3

5) Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
HAHA. yes. Ama is extra sweet and BRUCE B is funky. They will make a good couple, as in for friends but if it is a romantic relationship then LOL, it's up to you to guess.

6) describe 3.
HANIS! Oh my love. She is so FUNNY! and very sweet. Cute, whack and she can talk and talk and talk and is weight-concious although she has perfect figure. She is someone you can never get bored of being with. OH and she is in GG! xD love to you!

7) Do you think 3 is attractive?
HANIS! yes i do. She is actually quite pretty. and i told you, she has perfect figure. (=

8) tell me something about 2.
E.T.! She can balance a chopstick vertically up her nose. haha. She is very funky and can jump EXTRA high. and she can talk to strangers as if she has known then for decades. and she has perfect teeth and uber straight hair. and she is an alien

9) Do you know any of 4's family? YES!
Japna has younger twin bro and sis and an older sis (and her small bro/sis keep picking up my phonecalls and never tell japna that i called her haha)

10) What are 5's favourite things?
BRUCE BAI! Um, i don't know her very well. BUT she likes final fantasy.

11) what would you do if 3 confesses his/her love to you?
I'd LOVE HER!

12) what language does 6 speak?
Amalina. English, Malay. and SINGLISH!haha xD

13)Who is 9 going out with?
Joseph. I do't know actually. But it WILL BE ME! ok i dream too much.

14) How old is 3?
HANIS! she is turning 13 on the 31st of this month!

15) When was the last time you talked to 1?
Sam. On msn? i am talking to her now. On the phone? Day before yesterday.

16) What is 2's favourite band/singer?
E.T. she likes stuff like Blue, Avril, Hilary Duff. But doesn't entirely love Eminem, cuz she claims he is vulgar and vile and doesn't like B.E.P cuz they are supposedly negative.

17) Would you ever date 7?
Hannah. UM. Bless me. Actually I don't know. But the possibility of that is very very very low i think?

18) Would you ever date 11?
Wei Ying. HAHAHAHA I'd love to! But she would most probably start swearing her head off if i ask for a date with her. xD

19) Have you seen 2 naked?
E.T. OH GOSH no. I don't wish to either ahah.

Anyway i shall stop here. Good bye bloggie. Miss me.

I just realised that in number 8, i said E.T could balance chopsticks vertically UP her nose, i actually meant ON her nose.

A Beautiful Disaster at Monday, August 21, 2006

YES. so a few random things i feel like writing.

1) I am a major slacker( i am supposed to be touching up my math pt, but i didn't instead slept till 5, then bathed again, then opened my file, then am slacking, so there)
2) I like food
3) I like lime jello(back to point 2, i like food)
4) i had dinner at Raffles Hotel yesterday, there was some formal party thing. And according to me, i think i looked nice( I'm sorry, I can't help but feel egoistic, cuz my mom's posh friends said i looked "killer" and "stunning" and "beautiful" though i am not sure if the killer bit was a positive comment, i shall just take it as one.)
5) I like my keyboard.
6) Without Sam or E.T. or June, I would most probably die.
7) Sam, E.T. and June rock my world.
8) Hanis and Liqi make a good pair and are awfully fun to be with, without them, I would most probably be friendless in 108.
9) Japna and Ankita are very very nice. without them, i would most probably be friendless too, they motivate me to do a lot of stuff and they are overall cO0L.
10) I love my CCA. Everyone there is NiCe. I <3 them.
11)a guy on the bus asked for my phone number. and i didn't give him, I am a coward that way. BUT, he gave me HIS number.
12) another guy on the bus was wearing a wig cuz he had no hair, and his wig fell off.
13) I am pissed at myself for being dumb and wasting my printer ink.
14) Claire Tan is mad at me for saying i couldn't turn up at her party cuz I have Keyboard on that day.
15) Hannah is pissed at me for squishing her chocolate and she is being a total meanie. And I am pissed at her for being pissed at me over CHOCOLATE. Please. She can afford more i'm sure.
16) I like pink and black
17) I tried to make myself bleed during CLE, i scratched myself till the blood clotted and it hurt like crazy. and Japna witnesed it.
18) Japna also commented that a sadist and a masochist should marry each other because a sadist causes people to inflict pain and a masochist inflicts pain on him/herself. HEHE
19) In philo, the teacher said white represented purity, peace, good stuff and so a bride wears white to represent her purity and virginty etc on her wedding. But he also said that black was used to represent impurity and evil etc. So, why does a groom wear black on his wedding?
20) I am pissed, I am I swear, I shall be emo-y now.

AND APPARENTLY I HAVE BEEN STABBED BY AMA. aiya you...xD i shall just do the quiz now...

A Beautiful Disaster at Monday, August 21, 2006

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Because I was bored. HAH. ( I got this off June's bloggie!)

[RICH KID]
[ ] You go to a tanning salon. (Iwant to be lighter not darker goshh)
[ ] You watch The OC/Laguna Beach/The Hills. ( OC is quite cool actually.But i watched it once)
[x] You like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.(I used to, until I threw it down the stairs.BUT that is not the point)
[x] You love Starbucks.
[x] You have been called a brat/snob.
Total: 4

[GOTH]
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] you wear chains.(sometimes)
[ ] You like heavy metal.(not particularly)
[ ] You love Hot Topic/Torrid( what's that?)
[x] You have worn black lipstick. (COOL!)
[ ] You dyed your hair black. (my hair IS black)
[ ] You dislike preps.
[x] You're an atheist. [ it really depends on when you ask me]
[ ] You have piercings in unusual places.Tongue, belly button, etc. ( I WISH)
Total: 4

SKATEBOARDER]
[ ] You can skateboard. ( I WILL. one day, then you'll all see)
[ ] You wear plaid.( which is..?)
[x] You love Converse
[x] You think you're different. (sometimes)
[ ] You hate MTV.
[ ] You have moshed
[ ] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair or highlights.( i want it)
[ ] You love skater girls/boys.
[ ] You hate pink. (actually i kinda LIKE that colour.)
[ ] You hate rich kids
Total: 2

[NERD]
[x] You love computers.
[ ] You like Star Trek.
[ ] You wear/are supposed to wear glasses.
[ ] You get straight A's. (oh i wish.)
[x] You love reading.
[ ] You are in band.
[ ] You don't care what you look like.
[ ] You have a curfew.
[ ] You always do your homework.
[x] You never skip school. ( i generally have a reason for skipping)
Total: 3

[EMO]
[x] you are sad sometimes (clever question ahem.)
[ ] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You like the band Thursday.( which is? i like Taking Back Sunday though, thanks to TAZ)
[ ] You comb your hair in front of your face. (my mom won't let me)
[x] You cry easily
[x] You like emo music
[ ] You hate being called emo.
[x] You like writing. (Oh yes, if you know me you would know about my BOOK)
[x] You have written a sad poem. ( refer to THE BOOK)
[ ] You have/had a sad MySpace layout.( i don't have myspace)
Total: 5

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
[x]You like rap. (depends actually)
[ ] You are in a gang. ( if you count me+sam+et+june then yes)
[ ] You wear Tag.
[ ] You say "nigga" frequently. ( ITS ALL FO SHOW NIGGA sorry i just felt like saying that.)
[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants.( why would i want to do that?)
[x] You swear a lot. (Ahem)
[ ] You have had a freestyling contest.( why am i so clueless?)
[ ] You have said "fo shizzle".
[ ] You have been called a "playa".
[ ] You have worn Converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 2

[PREP]
[ ]You love Laguna Beach/The OC/The Hills.
[x]You want/have a small/medium sized dog. ( OH YAH BABY!)
[ ] Your everyday outfits consist of pink.
[ ] You're a shoe fanatic.( not really. I think I have only 14 pairs of any kind of footwear.)
[x]You shop at AE, HOLLISTER, A&F.ETC. ( i like A & F, the models are HAWT! no i didn't say that)
[x] You love to shop!
[ ] You like Skirts.
[ ] You like Paris Hilton ( please..)
[x] Getting your nails done is a fun thing. (oh yes, it;s fun. but i end up biting them off.)
Total: 4

[Athletic]
[x] You watch World Cup and/or prefer a specific group
[x] You own track shoes or cleats ( but i don't do sports)
[ ] You collect your jerseys( don't do sports)
[x] You have a special shelf for trophy's and awards ( for things other than sports, except the sports days in primary school...)
[x] You have posters of famous athletes (KAKA! BECKHAM! cuz he's HOT and so is HE.)
[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment
[ ] You belong to a school team
[x] You are going/have gone to a sports summer camp( in primary 1,2,3,6 cuz they made me)
[ ] you have a specific number prefered for your jersey(don't own jerseys)
Total: 5


BEING EMO IS COOLIOZ! xD

A Beautiful Disaster at Saturday, August 19, 2006

Thursday, August 17, 2006

So today was Sec4 farewell. It was fun seriously. And i wore a dress. and i don't do dresses. honestly i looked like a fat pig with a netball. and i felt pathetically out of place. so the sec1s did a skit thing. the sec2s dance and the sec3s a video. I think we did the skit rather well. cuz we had only like one rehearsal and like WOW we did it. but still DRESS. i am traumatised. DRESS. ahhhhh ok not the point. the video was awesome. the dance was amusing. and we gave the seniors the card things. they seemed pleased. WE PUT IN EFFORT OK. (= i guess it paid off. except for the part where they thought we were doing an Aftermath parody thing. alas. i don't want the sec4s to leave. they are so nice. i'll miss them (hey don't look at me like that, i mean it ok) <333333 i love you guys lots. really.


yu jia and hannah saw me in the dress. NO. trauma i can't believe it, i have been publicly shamed

A Beautiful Disaster at Thursday, August 17, 2006

Monday, August 14, 2006

my fingers are bleeding. i don't know why.

A Beautiful Disaster at Monday, August 14, 2006

Saturday, August 12, 2006

an overwhelming emotional effect-

I suppose there comes a time in everyone's life when they must stop for a moment and consider just exactly how much their life sucks. I, for instance, have reached that point in my life approximately ten times a day for the past, about a year, well not everyday, but close.

Ofcourse there is always the guilt and self-flagellation that follow. I know at least rationally, that the average ethiopian child or iraqi(orhoweveryouspellit) refugee has it far worse than i do. I am not starving. I have access to all the amenities of modern society. I do, ofcourse, as anyone's granmother would remind me, have my health. At least, my physical health(i'm not sure about mental health, half the world seems to think that i am bonkers). But still compared to an average teenager, my age, I'd still have to say that I'm way up in the ninety-ninth percentile on life's suck-o-meter.

I know self-pity is the devil, and I ought to be constantly searching for the silver ining, blablabla, but i'm pretty sure that my silver lining has long since tarnished to a vicious shade of black. There's just been way too much thought about those little masochistic catchphrases in my brain and in my life for a silver lining. Way too much thoughts of death, way too much loss, and way too much time alone. I've spent close to a fourth of my life alone, that's a sad fact.

A Beautiful Disaster at Saturday, August 12, 2006

Friday, August 11, 2006

OMG. like yesterday, i wrote this long long long entry about a lot lot lot of things, and i thanked all of my friends heartfelt comments of concern through varying methods such as smses, phone calls and tags and emails. i <33 you all. You make me happy (= i am truly touched to have such caring friends. and STILL stupid stupid blogger. i swear i wrote a long entry and it had to screw just then )=

A Beautiful Disaster at Friday, August 11, 2006

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

I am incredibly annoyed I am I swear.

I've been so so so stupid. Seriously.

And I am awfully pissed at you. You've hurt me. But I can hardly say I care. [oh who am I kidding.]

Oh goodness, I am the loserest person on this planet.

this is a pointless entry. the end.

A Beautiful Disaster at Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Sunday, August 06, 2006

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I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back

I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things, I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.

So thank you,
for lying to me,
So thank you,
for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you,
your friendship you can have it back.

-Thank you, Simple Plan.

PS. I don't care what you might think about me, you'll get by without me if you want.

A Beautiful Disaster at Sunday, August 06, 2006

Friday, August 04, 2006

so, today i went to school then wento to watch poc2 wih wei ying and leiya(i'm sorry if i spelled that wrong) cuz i wasnt supposed to go initially but in the end i kinda did. but they didnt have poc so we were orn between the fox movie and click. and then they pressurized me into deciding which movie we were going to watch.SO, due to my expert judgement(ahem)we watched click, it was quite good actually. i mean it had a satisfactory ending. and also there was the fact that we ate like gluttons. it was enjoyable. except i was interrupted more than half a dozen times by vidya's phone calls and smses. oh i wish i could go to the dance concert but i had a doctor's appointment, and keyboard(which for your information is the electric form of the piano and can play any other instrument in the face of this earth, and i really like this instrument). SO I ENDED UP NOT GOING. )))= anyway. after my appointment, i came home. and now i am sitting here online having intellectual conversations with samantha and e.t. and june. It is so uber long winded. and in case you read this sammy/et: SHE DOES NOT CRUSH ME. so there. get a life, disperse CASE OFFICIALLY CLOSED oh no, i will continue this in a while i feel hungry ahhhhh NIGHTS DUDES.

A Beautiful Disaster at Friday, August 04, 2006

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

OH OH OH so, today I wrote a totally amusing story about two girls and a guy! it was like so so so so cool! LOL. i shan't mention who the characters were in case she visits my blog and totally kills me for publicly humiliating her. anyway if she consents, i am so totally gonna post it here YUP YUP YUP totally. anyway i gtg. blegh

A Beautiful Disaster at Tuesday, August 01, 2006

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