Monday, September 11, 2006
i hate myself.
1.I deserve to be ranked the worst classchair in the history of classchair people. but i don't want me to. I'm sorry. I'm such a loser.2. What if i stink in math even after putting in effort. I can't fail math. I don't do failing.And i've never failed it before. I can't fail now..3. I don't want to just 'get along' with the people i know. but I have seriously have a flawed character and i am a B.U.M. and I'm a rubbish person in general, so I can't see why anyone'd want to more-than-'get along' with me.4.Anni Chowdhury, where on earth is you discipline. You have absolutely no self-restraint, you're not supposed to be blogging now.5. I am slacking in my studies. I am going to do badly, but I am not doing anything about it. And I don't know why.6. My doctor is pissed at me, for not putting in effort in his rubbish-wtf.7. I don't like not being needed.8.But i am a rubbish friend. a very very bad one. really.9.I think I am too annoying.10.I want many things. But all for the wrong reasons.11. I am far too idiotic and i laugh at others too much. I am dumb and i can't do anything properly.12.I talk too much.13. I should learn to shut up more.14. I still don't like myself and I don't think anyone else does.15. I AM GOING TO START PUTTING IN MORE EFFORT IN MY WORK NOW. AND I WILL NOT GO ONLINE TONIGHT AS A PUNISHMENT FOR ALL MYY FLAWS.(which are plenty)I DESERVE TO DIE
A Beautiful Disaster at Monday, September 11, 2006