Tuesday, November 28, 2006

today was a ok day. it wasn't extreme or anything i was reasonably happy the whole day, but now for some reason, i don't feel good anymore. so long for now.

A Beautiful Disaster at Tuesday, November 28, 2006

the Asserter
Thanks for taking the test !
you chose AY - your Enneagram type is EIGHT.

"I must be strong"

Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.

How to Get Along with Me

  • Stand up for yourself... and me.
  • Be confident, strong, and direct.
  • Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.
  • Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.
  • Give me space to be alone.
  • Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.
  • I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.
  • When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.

What I Like About Being a Eight

  • being independent and self-reliant
  • being able to take charge and meet challenges head on
  • being courageous, straightforward, and honest
  • getting all the enjoyment I can out of life
  • supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me
  • upholding just causes

What's Hard About Being a Eight

  • overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to
  • being restless and impatient with others' incompetence
  • sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it
  • never forgetting injuries or injustices
  • putting too much pressure on myself
  • getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right

Eights as Children Often

  • are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit
  • are sometimes loners
  • seize control so they won't be controlled
  • figure out others' weaknesses
  • attack verbally or physically when provoked
  • take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings

Eights as Parents

  • are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted
  • are sometimes overprotective
  • can be demanding, controlling, and rigid

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
Harper SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages



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  • A Beautiful Disaster at Tuesday, November 28, 2006

    Saturday, November 25, 2006

    today, i went to the library with et, and then to the converse fair! it was so COOL! i got myself converse shirts for like only 25-30dollars and shorts! and i was like OMGOSH. et got herself a jacket and these few shirts and shorts too. it was lots of fun! then i saw these really awesome basketball jersey things, and i was reminded of SHARLENE! then i thought of getting her this HOTHOTHOT red, black and white jersey, to match her (sexy)basketball shoes since i owe her a present. but then i realised that i didn't know what size to get and all and i didn't know if she even wanted one in the first place. i think ask her and get one, i would have gotten one for myself, but a)i don't play basketball b)its sleeveless c)i don't have any reason to be wearing it anywhere d)its useless to me but evs. if i don't need it, i can get it for someone who can wear it. haha. anyway, then me and et slacked it was LOTSLOTSLOTS of fun! and we're meeting again tomorrow with sammy-poo! anyway, then just now, i was throwing out stuff when i found a postcard. and it reminded me of my tablemates(the ex) so i decided to keep it as a memory kind of thing, actually instead of throwing out all my letters, i kept all of them, mummy wasn't too happy about it, but evs. so here it is!




















    the below is practically useless, you may stop reading here, if you haven't yet (: following is a conversation i had with et after eating lots of cherries.

    Me: I can't believe my lips are still stained.
    ET: wipe it with a towel? or top it off with clear gloss and you'd be onto something...
    Me: not funny
    ET: my mom always complains why her make up doesn't stay on that long. maybe we should start a makeup company for added income. We can sell cherries!
    Me: Brilliant! We'll make everything ourselves using all natural ingredients. and then we can get ourselves on television to promot our new line of cosmetics and-
    ET: are you kidding? you really think its a good idea, or are you just making fun of me
    Me: no, i'm serious
    Et: we'll call it 'homebody'. you know because our 'body' products will be made from 'home'.[insert weird hand gestures and facial expressions, to emphasize, just in case i didn't get how genius her suggestion was]
    Me: maybe the name should be more glamorous?
    Et: i think its all about catchy and clever. Me: but there is nothing catchy about Maybelline, Dior or Clarins. AND, they're doing a little better than Hard Candy and Urban Decay, don't you think? (teasing)
    Et: maybe this whole thing is stupid, we don't even know how to make cosmetics.
    Me: AHH, thats what the internet is for
    Et: d'you think sam will like it?
    Me: we'll MAKE her like it! [insert evil laughter that goes something like 'nyahnyahnyah']
    Et: kay
    Me: WE'RE GONNA BE RICH!!!!11!!
    ET: but we already are..

    Yes, for some reason i found this hilarious. anyway, we're meeting tomorrow to make our make up(more like waste time) ! YAYE! i have a feeling that this is going to end up as nothing much, but EVS!

    A Beautiful Disaster at Saturday, November 25, 2006

    Tuesday, November 21, 2006



    SO OK, what i've done recently. i've been to a lot of people's houses. and sam's house has indeed become my second home. well, its nice to know that i finally have a life. yaye me! anyway, yesterday was class outing, it was rather fun. actually it wasn't really a CLASS outing, more like half the class outing thing because some people are overseas, and some are plain lazy. well, first we all met up, then split but met each other in the middle sometime. me, hanis(+hanna) japna, liqi, val, jiya, ama and audrey went off together but after a while, ama and audrey split up but we met again later to go for the strange teacup ride. and then they left again. OHOHOH, and i proudly proclaim, i sat on the ride i never dared to sit on before and realised that it wasn't all that scary! although the whole class wasn't there, it was still fun. also, we managed to get ourselves really wet and i had to go home in wet clothes. all in all, i had fun wasting time. then later i successfully made it home from so far far away from my house. i was so proud of myself, really and pics! well, just two for now because blogger is painfully slow.

    A Beautiful Disaster at Tuesday, November 21, 2006

    Thursday, November 16, 2006


    <--ME AND MICHELLE AND VANESSA! PRISCILLA+ME!
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    US + Amanda, Karen, Yi-an!

    A Beautiful Disaster at Thursday, November 16, 2006

    went out with joel today. we hung out at vivo for the fun of it, after that went to meet mummy outside to accompany her at shopping it was fun actually didn't expect it to be. anyway, PICS!




    DEEPA RAYA!

    mr teo!

    chocolate?

    B-E-N

    ROGER'S CUTE BRO!

    So here, the epic battle of ben and derek

    me+ashimama!

    falee, jia xin, ME!

    derek the great and thats wen fei's back!(in blue)


    me and faleeeeeee




    camp re:act! YEAHYEAH

    WE WENT TO EAT SUSHI! twas fun!
    US+the fac!

    A Beautiful Disaster at Thursday, November 16, 2006

    Monday, November 13, 2006

    I demand that you watch this and tell me you love the song(the vid ain't really good but evs) ITS MINE+SAM'S FAVE SONG! YAYYEEEEEEE

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    A Beautiful Disaster at Monday, November 13, 2006

    Saturday, November 11, 2006

    anni feels chipper today! she has gone to unity for deepa raya, met ex6C people, had fun, taken pictures, ran about in the rain playing ball, gotten wet(and caught a cold+has a fever) then gotten home and gone to watch a movie with the family+family friends!. therefore she has nothing much to complain about. SO SHE IS RATHER HAPPY.

    pics will come in later, because stupid blogger takes eons to upload augh. ANYWAY TOODLES. (=

    A Beautiful Disaster at Saturday, November 11, 2006

    Friday, November 10, 2006

    I think i should password lock my blog. yeah. or just move. or delete this or something. i don't know.

    also, just so you know, I hate you, i really do. You're a liar, yes that's what you are. I don't know how i'll stand you anymore.

    A Beautiful Disaster at Friday, November 10, 2006

    Saturday, November 04, 2006

    i shall pretend that everyone will be reading this because i'm a weird person who thinks everyone loves me although i know half(or more) of the world can't stand me. so there.

    You never really know what you've got, till its gone


    abigail; well, never got to you, but great having you as a classmate and being in 108(by the way, everyone in 108 is cool, so you are too!)

    amelia; you're funny at times and real sweet! yaye ame!

    ankita; anky the funky monkey! my very cool and clever lab partner. thank you so very much for always being there for me and forever reminding me to do/bring things. i owe you lots! and i'll treasure all the fun times i've had with you. :D ANDDD, so that you know, i can totally speak bangla, i tell you, although my accent is rather rubbish.

    anni; YEAHYEAHYEAH THATS ME! well, i shall be an ego idiot-> i would like to thank myself for being a bum and all. yes, i know i appreciate myself. and i also know that i rule like that UHUHUHUH. haha, sorry, ignore all that.

    audrey; ahh, ODDrey![you're too tall for your own good ok] ohh and thankies so much for being real nice to me and asking me how i was whenever i was absent for school xD and also for all the fun i've had with you! <33>tian yuan; BRUCE BAI! for all the times you put up with my crap, i give you a <3>carissa; thnk you for being such a pleasant classmate! i heard you spin a pen well. xD

    charlotte; you're so CUTE. be your outrageous self and thanks for all the fun i've had with you stay cool! YAYE YOU

    liqi; TABLEMATE(the ex)!oh gosh, i love you so so so much. don't know what i'd do without you, darling i'll treasure all that you've done for me forever and ever, its amazing how you put up with all my crap throughout lessons, and even occasionally entertain me! oh yes, i will correction tape away all my worries! friends always<333
    ruimin: girl, you're real funky! and talking to you is ever so funny+amusing and ofcourse you are chio too! haha<33
    constance; oh you horny girl, you=very interesting+entertaining to talk to. stay that way, LOVE!

    deanna; DEEEEEANNA! my gossip partner! you're real funz to bitch with[and you also walk like a gorilla] : D stay like that, lots of love yo!

    ruojun; you're a great artist and a very good actress. YAYE YOU! thanks for all the laughs impersonating peoople (girls, ares yous alrights girls)

    hamizah; you were my only friend at the very beginning of the year in 108, thanks for all that you've done, darling. you=great. friends forever, yeah?

    hanis; well, there is so much about you i never knew existed before.[quote: all the things i thought you'd never know about me, were the things i guess you always understood] thanks for all the times+fun we've had together and for all the times you've been by me, even when i was too pissy to be true/uber emo. I really hart you so much. Friends for life, you don't even know how wonderful you are, or the joy you bring to my life, bestie! ( you're also, most prob one of the on;y things that can make me feel better, besides my coffee xD)
    hannah; well. Thank you for all the chocolate and fmb and everytime you entertained me and put up with me emo-ing(well, you never really put up with it, you more like complained some more, but evs). All the encouragement you've given me means a lot to my life(i might even forgive all that abuse and insult from you :D) and just so you know you're still the only emokid i'd love (although, you aren't even that emo...<3)

    japna; YOU WOMAN. i owe you loads, really. you=funky and really cool(well in a personality way, otherwise, you=nerd nyahnyah) all the things you've helped me with means a lot. i need you so very much. You are a Really Good Friend. so, thank you. (:
    jovenna; i never got to know you either, well you make excellent props and art things. <3
    rachel lee; wellllllllll YOU, for one have been absent for so so so long, i barely got to talk to you, but anyway, music things with you was very enjoyable. thanks a lot!

    lena; hello girlfriend! well, you've been very nice to me and you are very fun! i've enjoyed having you as a classmate so so much.

    liqing ; you are so skinny mann!!! haha, <3 align="left">
    boon yi; BUN BUN! you are so adorable and are my number one ah lian! i lurbbx euu beeg beeg worhx! euu totallie rulezx babiiex. (++neos with you are fun! haha)

    shi tian; oh the drama, you. and SO MATURE RIGHT. had lots of fun with you, and lit peetee. YAYE! you are like so bimbo, it is like so funny, like so totally!

    valerie; you overgrown hamster! thank you for the countless laughs. talking to you is very delightful, and you also always make me smile, blurr pok! (: hartz!

    wei ying; omgosh, you are real cool, really. and not to forget so very um, UNIQUE(with your swearing thing) it was very nice having you as a classmate and friend. working with you was always enjoyable(and i so saw you in a SKIRT yeahhh) haha, lots of love!

    yu jia; your man impersonation is way hilarious! and you are very very helpful too! with homework and all on msn! haha. thank yoU!

    sylvia; OHHH SYLVIA! you=great+cool+look dao+nice+RESPONSIBLE+guai+always helpful. thanks for all the help, with homework, peetees or anything at all that i've asked from you, you were always there to help! <3

    jiya; JIYAAA, i totally know that you love me and kiss my picture everynight! thank you for all the fun and laughter. you are totally whacked, and that makes you SPESHUL yeah. rock on! (yeah i totally like you too <3)

    shi ting; YAYE SCIENCE REP! thanks for all your patience and all. YOU WERE GREAT!

    wen yi; lit peetee was wonderful with you. your effort and everything has made it possible also, lots of <3 align="left">
    ama; AMA! you are an excellent friend and have been so nice to me throughout the year, i really appreciate it, thank you so much. all the help i've gotten from you has been very meaningful to me(i hope this makes sense) i'm really grateful. LOVES YOU!

    xinping; you are REAL CUTE haha. and a wonderfullistic friend. HAVE HAD SO MUCH COOLNESS WITH YOU. and also, just so you know, you make an excellent geek/nerd! <33333

    rachgan; rachel! you're so nice and hilarious too, for all the times you've made me laugh, <3

    sakina; DORA! you draw so well, i even have a picture of the thing you drew on my hand! you are also so fun and adorable! thank you for your friendship! you also make an excellent imam, like during the EOYS! you BLESS me haha.

    siti; thank you so much v.chair! you've helped so much and have been great, thanks for supporting me and being such a great friend!

    feibi; FEIBI! you're very nice! really i mean it, and you've got a great sense of humor! <3>

    chern hwee; and chern hwee. YOU EGO PIG! you've always made life enjoyable with your amazing story telling skeelz! thank you for being there for me and accompanying me, although we do have some REALLY MAJOR DIFFERENCES, i hope you forgive me. all in all, you've been wonderful. thank you <3.

    The times that we've had was a valuable thing, now we've watched it fly by as the pendulum swung.

    A Beautiful Disaster at Saturday, November 04, 2006

    Friday, November 03, 2006

    HELLO! So, school has ended. And had OM auditions today. it was so funny. well (in alphabetical order) ankita+anni(yeah thats me)+hanis+hannah+japna+sharan+srishti were in the same group thing and we did performance, and then when they got us to do technical thing, our structure crumbled about 2seconds after it was constructed. (= we so rulez! haha. overall it was ok i guess. but i bet i won't get it. because unlike the rest, i didn't have anything 'special' to show. i feel stupes. BUT ITS OK i can always do normal rs! anyway. YESTERDAY RIGHT, was drama night! YAYE! ohhhhohhh i have pictures i tell you, squek looks like WHOAMYGOSH with her cool hair spiked up! haha. i+hanis like <3> and then came back to school, where i tried to copy down songs on the board while it played and tried to beat it. then it was hanis' turn. i swear, i am so much better at it than her! ahaha IN YOUR FACE WOMAN. then the 107ers came into our class, some class matter thing they were upset about, it was really sad, upsetting lee like that, but they solved it in the end, so thats good. and in the middle hannah came in and insulted/abused me like she does all the time i'm not sure i appreciate it anymore, but there was once a time i didn't really mind but she is nice although she pisses me off like that. then karen(my love) came and we went out (again!) it was cool! then again karen is cool(oh she shouldn't see this, her head will swell.) and then drama night, which was fun, like i mentioned before. [SQUEK OMG!] oh and pictures from before! haha oh andand and halloween was FUNFUNFUN! yeahhh i went around with danette+june! and we got LOTSA CANDY! we were like goth, wayyy fun.





    thats nabihan, whose tooth dropped-->







    anyway! i decided that since this is like the end of the year and all. i'll thank a few people(from 108) for being my friend and all that stuff and how i'd miss them if they're not to be in the same class as me. and i mean it really BUT LATER (= haha

    A Beautiful Disaster at Friday, November 03, 2006