Tuesday, January 16, 2007
I feel shitty and pissed. and veryvery emo. my life is like one big mistake. everything is wrong, and i don't even feel like starting to explain.
well, a few things i'd like you to know.
1. I hate myself for missing you like this.
2. When i said i didn't want you in my life, i never knew i'd feel so shitty afterwards.
3. I can't stand living without you here by me, i miss your bad puns, the freakiness, emo days, the way you annoy me. I've been thinking about you all the time.
4. I just want you to know, that i'm sorry.
come back, I need you.
oh yes, and maybe, while i'm at it, i'll just add in(about a completely different person), well, um yeah maybe you'd know who you are, when i said that politeness thing, (i did mean it, but well) i miss not having you in my class. sitting like one seat away from me (ok, could i make this any more d-uh) and yes, now i realise that your presence made a big difference in my life (:
OH YES. and I love sam, for being there for me, <3 girlfriend. and karen and you all, for being there for me.
A Beautiful Disaster at Tuesday, January 16, 2007