Monday, January 22, 2007

I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

No, i don't feel much better now either. I still miss you. And i can't seem to set my mind on anything else.But no, i'm happy. So happy I could kill myself, its so unreal. Oh the irony. I'm going crazy. I've been thinking lately, i haven't made any new friends this year, except my classmates. Who are really nice people and i'm an shithole to be such pain to them and yet they are so nice to me. Gosh i hate you. everyone seems to be having fun and all, and i'm stuck here waiting for you. I need to get a life. really. i'm so freaking stupid. honestly what will become of me. anyway, i like kristy. she is very nice. and i like karen a lot too. and i'd die without sam or e.t. and josh, thank you (:



KRISTY!
FMB(fried mars bars!) and KAREN!

A Beautiful Disaster at Monday, January 22, 2007